| "November" - Sadistik Sometimes, I cant handle the cold/ Ill break another heart too fragile to hold/ Love dies, Im standing alone, painting false hopes is a habit Ive grown/ Come find, why I said I dont love you/ and instead I was humbled and content with the struggle/ That you gave me, and said that I was crazy/ Words became chains and love became safety/ I saw trust until I lost the view... And then I lost faith in us like I always do/ I refused, to complement your weakness/ Through all our ups and downs til I was sea-sick/ ...Flashbacks I remember so well, we both held/ In November, when the snow fell/ But that changed, you were not a friend to me/ I distorted and soon I lost identity/ And when we fought and I tried to break the innocence/ You said lies, and I became a hypocrite/ You tried to hold the sadness when you grabbed tight/ (But I moved on from the shadows of our past life)/ You said you couldn't live if I ran away/ But part of me died, anyway, when I had to stay/ In a storm that I saw in groundview/ And I couldn't find the I (eye), it was all about U (you)/ Year One! I felt the dear sun/ A brand new hope before the tears come/ Year two! I see In clear view/ Ashamed of myself when I am near you/ Year three! I watch the stars fade/ Im a zombie whos walking through a heartache/ Year four! Youre forever away and the sun now shines as my memories fade/ All the feelings I have are hard to word/ I cant see the problem, my vision starts to blur/ Into an image of a ... |