| From the album "O' God the Aftermath". en.wikipedia.org It's taken me 50000 separate wrecks to get here and I've learned absolutely nothing. As I'm standing here alone, upright and motionless, I'm drowning in her sea. The rising and sinking of every consciousness I've ever known now detached and disconnected. The endless cycle of idea and action, endless invention, endless experiment, endless hopes and endless disappointments. And I thought all I needed was just one breath to stay afloat. For me it was like... like the breath, the last breath, the last breath that I never wanted. Any of this. I'm moving forward. I never thought that this would capsize, but this isn't a boat, it's a coffin! And now I'm moving forward. Into the sea... into the great sea. So I began with the end in mind. The cycles of heaven, 20 centuries gone by, come home. |