18. Bipolar Paranoia!!!
watched your jesus ...
watched your jesus vid and this one. i've absolutely had almost all of these experiences. i was diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder. whatever, labels don't say too much. i'm finally coming out of the fear and accepting certain things. it's definitely a process. have you or would you ever consider doing a video relating to synchronicity? i'm sure you know about that. that's something, really the only thing, that keeps me from stepping out of the whole "i'm jesus' third cousin" thing.
My psychosis has ...
My psychosis has worn off entirely, but the depression remains. I don't know how to ignore all the hurt and sickness in the world and it's in my nature to want to know what is happening with humanity, so i still keep following the latest news. I don't have the pleasure of being ignorant. I don't know how to ignore the pain in the world and simply focus on trying to make my own life better.
Yes, SP is HUGE. I ...
Yes, SP is HUGE. I like it here....although I'm not sure why. It´s like a Manhattan but the people are nicer and more relaxed.
Thank you for your ...
Thank you for your insightful comment. I´m sick of conspiracy theories myself, and it scares me to think of how many people take them so seriously. But I´m not sure what you mean by 'ascension' ideas...why not write me and fill me it! Just go to my website and send a note on the contact page. Thanks!
p.s. --- you in Sao ...
p.s. --- you in Sao Paolo, cidade grande! My ex-girlfriend is staying with her dying parents in the prominent S-shaped building in the central part of the city. She grew up there but lives in the US now.
Your comments and ...
Your comments and delivery are so clear, relevant and grounded, thank you very much! You describe a great deal of what I have experienced, and you validate our spiritual insight without going out into space with wild theories. I noticed especially in this video that you seemed to dismiss the "Illuminati" thing. I'm very interested to know your feelings about ideas such as the "ascension" that are spreading rapidly right now. Too many aliens and conspiracies for me, but anything's possible.
how what scared you ...
how what scared you so much about your episode?
didnt you get it? ...
didnt you get it? blaming on the society when its really you
ffirst police, ...
ffirst police, then people, then illuminati. FUCK! I love you i hate you!!!!
Juana Juana... ...
Juana Juana...PELAME LA BANANA!!
I cant understand ...
I cant understand this too busy thinkign about how my neigbors are under me and can hear me listenign to this.. trust me
You're and idiot. ...
You're and idiot. Republicans=Demons, whether you realize it yet or not. If you ever WILL.
haha yea me too, it ...
haha yea me too, it fucking sucks i hate people in general
so understood. ...
so understood. thanx
you're welcome!
you're welcome!
Wow! Thank you so ...
Wow! Thank you so much for this video. Unfortunately, I can relate. I want to heal naturally. Your helping big time...
@ ...
@KennyReddwooddforest thankyou for your kind comment, last night i didnt sleep so its becoming difficult to concentrate today, trying to connect with people is draining me and its all in vain .i understand your lack of control over your dreams, they seem so real dont they? Panic is setting in so i am deleting all my contacts so that i dont have to know who they are , i dont want to go out and all blinds are closed so no one knows i am home x
Oh, I am so sorry ...
Oh, I am so sorry for what you are going through. I know exactly how it feels. You need lots of sleep. And I know that it is very hard to fall asleep when you suffer from brain terror. When I go to sleep I think of horror and terror, it thinks it for me, I don't have any control over it, and then it takes me a long time to fall asleep, then I have horror dreams, then I wake up debating political things with people in my head suffering again and again. Its a struggle for me.
I disagree with the ...
I disagree with the pharma drugs promotion. I agree with the other things you said. I am not sure about soul, reincarnation, after life, etc. I leave that open ended. But one thing is for sure, I do experience extra sensory perception during states of severe emotional stress, anxiety and paranoia. I wish I could go to a self help group which does not promote drugs and religion. I believe in freedom from religion and I believe in whole plant essences as medicine as well as other holistic methods.
0:34 is from Doctor ...
0:34 is from Doctor Who.
i want to heal but ...
i want to heal but all i seem to do is punish myself , i feel ok at the moment but i have had very little sleep again and just need to keep busy so i dont think about anything.I push people away so they dont have to see the mess i am in and because i dont feel worthy or their company or attention .I function and exist, function and exist......
You are welcome. I ...
You are welcome. I wish more people would tune into this one. I like it a lot!
One of the best ...
One of the best explained viedos with the best graphics ive seen! Thank u for sharing
I am new to this.. ...
I am new to this..Im 40 and had a very tamatic life..long long story..but in the last month i have benn living this everyday..to a T..please contact me or keep me informed..its 3 am and i been up since 8 and busy all day and cant sleep..so i figured i do alittle research..and god sent me to this video...thank you..